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10th grade /A sad story…huhuhu
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Life is so short….We will never know when our time is over here on Earth.I realize all of these the moment my mom died.I didn’t expect it would happen to me where in fact I didn’t do any deeds that violate God’s commandments.I have so many questions to ask from Him when I pray because I know He is the only person who can answer all of those.Until now,there are some which are not answered.Maybe time will come to settle everything that I doubted.As of now,I find it hard to accept the truth that I don’t have mother anymore,that she no longer exist in this world.Everytime I think about it I cannot deny the fact that I really cried in agony.I really miss my mom every moment of my day especially when there’s a time I used to do things with my mother before that keep me remind of her.It’s sad to know I will do it again all by myself thinking it will be forever.It’s not that I need help from her but I just want to see her beside me in every little things I do.How I wish time will come back seeing her again,sharing laughters and problems.If only I could possibly do it for her,I would be glad to announce that I am the luckiest person in the world for I have a mother who has been so good and supportive in anything.She is the BEST mother in the world.I will never have another her in my life,just her.Sometimes,I can say life is so unfair.I even say to myself how bad am I that God gave me this trial.At first,I decided to go with my mother but I also feel pity for my sister if ever I do it.My world immediately stop during that time that I didn’t know what to do.People say go on,you don’t have to dwell on it.Your mother will understand everything.Even she wants you to continue your life.Though,they’re correct but my mind won’t buy that reason on that very moment.It is really hard to overcome pains especially when the person involved is the most important person in your life.I know everything will be fine as time pass and God has a purpose of letting things to happen and I know also that would benefit my mom and I.It is for her not to suffer longer.I LOVE YOU MOM!!I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER…
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